Remember my last post? The one I made about a week ago? The one about me quitting the internet forever? Yeah… I’m sure you do.
Now most of you probably know that I said via twitter that I would be leaving on Friday (yesterday). So you may be wondering, “Nathan, WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE?!”. If you are wondering this, then I’m here to answer your question.
So, on what I believe was Friday Night of last week, I was on the MSF Community xat Chat, talking with Geoff, George, Lauren, and anyone else who may have been there. As per usual, a fight broke out. This one however, was the straw that broke the camel’s back. George quit MSF, Geoff closed MSF, I declared I was leaving the internet, we all thought we were killing ourselves, and several other dramatic things occured. Of course, everything was solved barely even 24 hours later. Everything except for my leaving. At the time when I said I was leaving, I had meant it… but I realized later that I was being irrational. Still, I continued to say I was leaving and I continued to make plans for when. Why did I do this? Because I had announced to the entire world through Youtube, this blog, twitter, and several other sites that I was leaving and would not be coming back. Since this is not the first time I’ve done this I decided I would keep it up and that I would get over leaving the internet later. I kept it going because I did not want to look like some idiot trying to gain more attention. Trust me. These were not my intentions when I did this.
This past week however I’ve been thinking about it more and more. I still planned to quit, but on thursday night, the night of my quitting, I found a box filled with scripts for movies, shows, and more. This is what convinced me to stay. So I’m here to stay. Now to get to the point.
I’d like to apologize for all the drama I’ve caused. I want you all to know that I did not do this intentionally in the hopes of gaining some attention. I am deeply sorry for whom ever may have been affected by this emotionally or in other ways and I hope you can all forgive me, but if not then I can understand, for this is not the first time I have done something stupid like this.
Anyways, now that I am staying, I decided that rather than re-inhabiting my Zpopcicle98Z youtube account, I will be starting fresh, with 0 subscriber, views, ect. and making a new channel. Why? Because I feel its time I did. My Zpopcicle98Z channel is only based around club penguin and now that I am moving on from that, I feel that I must move on from the channel as well. When the new channel is made I will post the link here, and I will be putting one last video on the Zpopcicle98Z account for it.
So once again, I am so sorry for the drama and I hope you can all forgive me and I hope you can all be here as I start again.
-Nathan Evans.
Good for you bro, I wish you luck