I’ve always been amazed at how much meaning those 2 tiny words can hold inside them. Whether its the end of a story, or the end of a movie… those two words will ALWAYS hit me hard. In good ways and bad.
Legacies, Friendships, lives… its when these 2 words apply to these 3 things that they hit me the hardest.
Tonight, The End has fixed itself into many things. Friendships have ended, a Legacy has ended, and for all I know, lives may have ended as well. I can not be certain about the last one, but I can be certain about the first 2.
As some of you may know, MSF has officially shut down. After almost 2 years of videos, after almost 2 years of struggling towards the top… it ended abruptly. With it, a legacy has ended, and friendships have as well. And to think it all may have started with me. As soon as I left MSF things went downhill… I began to realize… and I suppose everyone else did too… that MSF was on the verge of collapse. The staff constantly bickered and nothing got done. I guess tonight we all pushed it over the edge. **EDIT: No one has died, and MSF is trying to get back on its feet. However, please read on**
I’d like to say we did it peacefully. I’d like to say we did it in full agreement of the decision, and I’d like to say that I was not confused or worried at all during this event. I can’t. We left arguing, and maybe even crying. But definitely sad and torn. We were not in full agreement and I was confused, and absolutely worried.
I can’t say we did any of the things above. All I can say is I tried. I tried my hardest to fix it.. I gave it my all… but my all is not enough. I tried, and I failed.
For me, this is The End of everything I’ve worked for around here. This is The End of the friendships, the memories, the good times and the bad. This is the end of MSF, and with it, it is the end of my time here on the Internet. However, I will not end my life. I will keep pushing forward. I will strive for success, I will keep on moving, I will not stop until I am forced to. Despite all its flaws, life is great, wonderful, beautiful.. and I am determined to enjoy it. Selume proferre
So thank you all for everything. Thank you for the support. Thank you for sharing memories with me. Thank you for being there when I needed you. Thank you for befriending me without judging me straight on. Thank you for everything.
The End.
-Nathan
Im going to miss you. I never got to play Minecraft with you! D: